Perspective

      The fact that you are getting older is when the perspective of you seeing the world has changed. And.. I think this is what happen to me right now. I start to quest everything that related to me in this life. I tend to find all answers to a single question. why must this? why must that? When i like something, i ask myself, "what is this feeling"? Then I tried to define what is 'like'. Define like. 'Like' is a joy feeling toward something that makes you happy to see/feel/touch/experience something. Define 'happy'. Happy is an emotional state when you enjoy something. It makes you smile or rather cry. Define 'emotion'. Emotion is bla..bla..bla.. and so on and so forth. They were all somehow linked. And sometimes the question seems easy to answer but yet too difficult. But from my point of view, this is very important because this is the way to find truth deep into a word. 

      

2012

     I would like to share some information about the 2012 rumor. I've done a presentation regarding this issue for my BEL class.

-the attention getter-

    The end of the world this Disember.  Is it really going to happen?Now just imagine while in your normal day doing your work or job and suddenly you hear a really big sound like earth-quake and you take a look at the window you would see a really big wave coming towards you. What would you do? I once imagine when it happens, and we are surely no place to run, I would like to hold and embrace all my family members and just only say my last words. Now let's cut to the chase, without further due, i would like to show you a video about a theory that claims there will be a collision between our Earth and a planet which i will explain later.

-Points-

      This video is originally from a Discovery channel explained about the phenomena and the song  title is ‘sangka kala’ by Monoloque.  This planet is called, ‘Nibiru’ or planet X. Who said that this is the end of the world? The whole idea about this planet will collide with our beloved Earth was actually from a person who claimed herself as a psychic, named, Nancy Lieder, had somekind of telepathy or contact with some Aliens from the inhabitants of a fictional planet around the star called Zeta Reticuli. She believes that she was a chosen one to have this responsibility to tell the people about this catastrophe. This rumor then was spread to the internet, movies, television and also alot of books and media.

      When is this going to happen? This catastrophe was initially predicted for May 2003, but when nothing happened, the doomsday date was recalculated and moved forward to 2012. This date prediction also coincident with the prediction of the Mayan Calendar which predicted that the exact dates of the doomsday is in 21 Disember 2012, which is next month.

      

      But what does NASA said about this? Did they already discovered this phenomena? Some said that NASA deliberately covering up the existence of the planet X. But i dont really know how far is the truth about this information. But this was what did NASA scientist say about the catastrophe in an interview. “Nibiru and other stories about wayward planets are...an Internet hoax.  There is no factual basis for these claims. If Nibiru or Planet X were real and headed for an encounter with the Earth in 2012, astronomers would have been tracking it for at least the past decades, and it would be visible by now to the naked eye. Obviously, it does not exist.”

    In my opinion, i think the whole idea about this 2012 doomsday is just a hoax. There are no concrete evidence that can support the theory.To conclude all of this, before we make an assumption about this issue, we should first internalize down all of the information from everywhere, not just only by watching television, or internet, or books, but we should also refers back to our belief. We do have our belief. I’ve once watched this video of Ustaz Azhar Idrus saying that,” why do we have to do this sort of deep research about when is the exact date of Doomsday? It’s a waste of time because its still going to happen anyway..SOMEDAY that no one knows ..we rather 'prepare' ourselves instead wasting our time searching the fact so that we will be safe..just wait,” We should understand in what terms does the word 'prepare' is actually means.

    In facts, there are still no doomsday signs such as the existence of Imam Mahdi, Jesus(Isa), or Antichrist, or even Gog and Magog as stated in Koran. All these things actually take a very long period or time. Thus we should not worry about some source that claim this is the end. And what does the purpose of this claims actually? This is the question that everyone should ask yourself including me. 

Therefore, i would like to say that, “WE WILL BE SAFE”..........“For now atleast”...Thank you very much.

-end of presentation-

     

do not read this crapp

Ahhaa! Don't get me wrong. Recently in my workplace, i tried this perfume..The smell  reminds me of some moment..somehow i think the smell really bother me about thinking what it is..but i still can't even find it out. *scratching my head* : | wonder what it is............ Told you to not read this crap.

expect

So, what will you do if what you expect didn't show up but what you didn't expect shown up instead?

learn from an answer

I remembered a question asked by part 3 student to a famous painter Yusoff Gajah last semester during his Art talk. "Apakah pengalaman pahit En. Yusoff Gajah sepanjang pengalaman encik dalam dunia seni?". "erm..takda rasanya. Minum air kopilah kot."

I really love his answer. Funny and accurate. In my point of view, he actually really love his job as a painter and every moment in his life was very precious even if there are some inflictions he face.

Crappy thought:

Do you know how to be strong? It is simple.Seek for your srength. 
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NO! Spot your weaknesses. 

just a thought.

Setiap hari aku belajar berMULUT MANIS.
well that's what i've been doing while i'm working as a promoter since first May.
i never talk in a way that actually persuade people to do or to buy what you want. Because i actually respect what people think they want. But of course i do that only when i'm working.  i am not such a pushy person. I guess so. i dont know actually. Because sometimes oneself cannot judge him/herself and that's really true. But then at least there are some acknowledgement from that, that i could apply when defending my art in the future.
It's quite okay there but you know, there is always some part seems fishy with the workers, and the manager, backstabbing, etc..but that's normal. everywhere is the same. no matter where you go. But i don't really like this kind of job so, i don't bother it much. In fact, i learned so much things that actually help me think wisely about some problems. and i know how to counter that. just zip off my mouth. that's, just it. :)

My main target is actually, get into art scene once again after i retire from working soon. I swear i'll cry if i touch my brush again. I just really miss the moment i do art. Because i just think that,that is what i was made to do. It's not wrong to sacrifice a lot of time to something that we actually don't want to do or like. as long we do it for our good. Just be patience and in the end, we WILL get the price. DOUBLED. Because for me patience is the great test.

Crappy thought:

On my way home this evening i was suddenly imagined about Superman when he picked his nose. What will happen if he flick his nose wax to a big house?

Ask yourself

Do you know why the world is now full of absurdity? Because the world now lost it's beauty. Losing sense of beauty is what human now. meanwhile appetite is ruling. People now only concerned about functions, benefits, attentions and that are actually kill the beauty. most people now wanting to survive with something that give them function, fulfilled their appetite and then finally creates the fake beauty.