listen

well,
today i went to ts, and lowyat accompanied some friends bought some IT stuff..
i really not into IT actually..haha
after that, we went to dagang avenue and ate steamboat there..
i was really fulled! Thanks to Nizam and Faiz..
and then, i walked home with Haizat.
we were chatting and gossipping..haha

last but not least, thanks for like it although it's not good.
That's enough for me. :)

friends

I think having true friends is really difficult. We have to take care very well of each other's feeling. It's really hard to understand one's feeling. When i saw they were arguing, i don't know what to do. I feel like i'm going to fix it but i think i'll just mess it up. But guilty feeling will come after ignoring them. In my mind, i really don't know who's wrong and right. i think it's just a misunderstood too. i really want to say "stop arguing! you'll ruin everything!". but i guess it's not easy. because i'm not strong enough to handle it. and i'm not good in this.

finally! new hat~

agaaggagagagagagagagagaag XD

This is last friday. Me and family went out at about 9pm to Taman Jaya's A&W.

it's been a long time since we haven't eat at A&W.
Actually i quite remember when i was a little boy we often went here when we lived in Sentul long time ago.
I still can recall.
it's such a good memory to think about.

P/S: i actually spent them at that night..:P

gratefull

alhamdulillah~ :)
praise to Allah..XD
i know this is not a victory yet.
it's a caution and alert.
i must not feel comfortable about the result.
because life always have the rise and fall moments,
it's like playing roller coaster.
sometimes we going up, sometimes we going down.(i dunno how to explain actually..hahaXD)
bad moments always come after good.
but i'm not asking for it.
hope it will be good always. :)

lights go on again

the lights go on again..
keep on and on and on, on and on and on..
but clueless..
don't know whether i'm doing it right.

...

i guess i 'd made something terrible..
really terrible..
misunderstanding people..
haaaaaah~ i know this could happened..
because i am human..making mistakes damn much.

well, i hate headache.
which really pissed me off.
but i guess it's too late.
can't turn back time though..:\
i'll just accept it.

lesson: don't make a bad assumption about people

ottokaji??

korea night

i can't hold my breath

breath in breath out..
going to update about korea night soon..:)

('-^)b

continue or quit?
for me trying is the best..:)
don't care if i regret as long as i got what i like XD

PARASITE

Sometimes I feel like I was such a nonsense and fooling myself as I am trying hard to achieve something.

I thought that it is the right way but clearly not. Still,"it's useless", "u'll regreting".
I tried to figured out what's wrong but clueless.

I must stop it but don't know how. Never felt this way before. I feel like this feeling or 'thing' hitch-hiking and hard to unbind. Makes me NOT me. It's like venom's mucus. haha.

I have to unbind it.

I must not searching anymore. Just wait for His promise.
But you know what, sometimes crapping isn't that bad..:)

end of semester

the end of sem 3.
it's feels like it was yesterday since i arrived in UiTM.
too much things happened actually.
and i've learned too much from my own mistakes.
too much drama happened actually this semester.
i never thought that everybody were changed through this sem, including me..haha:D
i asked my friends about my character, and one of my friend said that i'm a touchy person..
i dont realize that at first, but sometimes i know it..
i'll take that as my imperfection..:) and try to prevent it next time..Promise!
i really love it when we did our works in foyier..
now i know why did lecturers told us to do works together in studio..
it's because we can fill our arts with joy and friendship,
instead of doing works in room alone..i can feel the art is empty
that's what we called, memoirs..:)
i remembered when we were making our finals in base floor at tuah..we slept there! on the floor! ahahahahaha!
i felt like i'm not a human at that time but a zombie!XD
But thank God for all this..really grateful..

the harrasment of arts

second project for paining

Lilo's final painting

my space..haha

working at Tuah..it's like a place for zombies

My woodcarving

Final drawing

Final painting..Thanks to someone as she gave her touch to this painting! ^^

En Rasfan is giving marks

meet my idol, Pn Aisyah! I adore her. She's Professional

Final drawing

Final printmaking

Lilo+sculpture+painting=my bestest roomate and classmate..:)
he helped me so much



the entertainer + my dance partner..haha:D
he 'coloured' our class..XD
even in time of depressed..without him, DADF3B is dead..haha
the most entertained person in class goes to...EZWA! :D

during the submission of drawing

After finished all the assessment..XD
from left, oyie, khai, me..
thank you Khai for being our class' rep.
You done really great for our class! :)

Final drawing and final sculpture

My house for the ext semester..ahaha! it nice!

well, that all..bye:)

trauma

it came back! the trauma..-___-
i made a very big mistake last 5 month..
yep, regreting~
i'm so sorry for one of my friend..
because of me, he cannot share his artwork through fb..
i wrote sumthing bad about his uncle's comments, which i dunno that was his uncle, and i really didn't mean it and i meant to delete it after i wrote it..
just to make joke to my friend..
just now he publish it back and i told him to hide it..WITH GUILTY
because i dun want my other friends to notice it..
lesson:
do not make something that you feel stupid, and you think you can hold it back..
think i've mention about this story earlier couple month ago..:)

whyaieaiyiy??

hey~ you know wut?
i'd be more grateful if i were your best friend..
they are so special..:)

grateful

when you have no money, just say in your heart," Allah loves me, he's not taking my soul just because i don't eat." i did it and i got free food from dewan temenggong couple days ago..nahahhaah:D

....

lesson for today;
DO NOT help people when they don't ask for it..you'll feel so STUPID when they said they don't need your help..sorry

er..the truth

erm..wut the good things i can do for you?..
hum..nothing much actually..
in fact, we're on different profession/branch
i don't know..
your friends know everything bout you better than me..^^
they help you alot.
i'm just a normal friend of yours rite.. :)
i know i didn't try hard..
i just dunno wut to do..
something that is good for you..^^

i need obaat

h0o0o0o0 i can't move my hand too much..D:
doc gave me some medicine but i do not feel like i'm getting well..x___x

lalala

Q: How can somebody lives happily without liking someone?

JUST HATE IT..

...when there's a people told you that he/she had a story or problem then they just cut it, in sudden or ignore you..

or they just switch the story..

it makes me feel uncomfortable and REALLY CURIOUS..

it feels like someone makes you a drawing uncomplete!not even halfway..and hope for me to judge it..

waaaargh!

really obvious..

bonamana

i don't like it..

SERIOUSLY!!

it's not sincere..

feels like i've been fooled..

i keep on wondering everyday but i keep on silence, i duno why..

maybe because i don't want to make him/her think that i'm a busy body person..

i'm not that kind of person..

you're the one who started it, told me that you have something to share..

then just finish it!! pleeeeease!! chongmal!!i beg you!!

just tell me the truth!!don't switch it!!

ouh...or maybe you think that i'm not a good listener or something..

okay..i admit that..i'm so sorry..mianhamnida..i'll not bother you next time..choesong hamnida..

This is me now.
feeling dumb and strange since living in other's place.

...

haha not done yet and 2morrow hve to submit~ XD

dunno wheter to submit or not..mybe not..in fact, it's awful..^^

it's my fault.

for keep posponing until the date..XD

......

I LOST MY PASION.
I SUPPOSE TO DO A PAINTING FOR A COMPETITION BUT HAVE NO SPIRIT.
AND I'M GOING DOWN.

listen to my Y

1st, syukran for the so-so result..:)
my pointer was 3.33..
times 2,
6.66..
haha

the 3rd semester is around the corner..
THE BUSIEST SEMESTER EVER.
i got 10 subs.
it'll be easier in semester 4,5 and 6..
i'll start living non-resident as i'm in sem 5 and planning to buy a bicyle for class.
i want a car but can't afford it.

talk about money,recently, i was almost about to be sue RM 50000 by a malaysian animator as i made some stupid thing in facebook.
But i'm not doing it by purpose. I'm just joking with my friends in his comment which link to the animator's fbook. i planned to delete the commets as i wrote it but it's too late and i got caught.
i met the animator alone and he scolded me for the stupid thing i've done.
gladly, i apology and made a letter and it settled..i guess and hope so..
i learned something there.

well for today, i went to ampang avenue nearby ampang point with my sis and my cousin.
we had a cheering event for korean player world cup.
korean won 2-0! wow! haha i'm afraid for the next match actually.

dream

i got weird dream last night..haha

the dream is about me, being a teacher of my friends on how to,..fly! ahahahaXD

it's not easy to fly in a dream actually :)

let me teach you then..haha

first, concerntrate and start running,

next, jump while running..^^

and then start to jump higher until you feel like flying~

hohoho :) then you'll fly^^

but careful! we even can fall offf if we don't concerntrate..XD

don't forget to try it!(in your dream) :)

sure fascinating..^____________^

(lol, it's been so long i haven't draw chibi..it's awful..haha)

exhausted

today i was absolutely tired..=__=

the driving lesson's really kills! hahaXD

plus with massive hot weather..

i sweat alot, like you pure a pail of water onto your body without take off the shirt..

really obvious right?haha

and i made so much mistakes..

as i reached home, i ate and straight away slept.

but still, the driving moment was sticked in my head and i even dreamed about it on that evening..haha traumaXD

something that keeps me wondering is playing in my mind.

i really dunno how to erase it.

perhaps it'll fade by times.

haha sometimes it's tiring me XD

wow love crapping :)

yesterday was just great~ :)

we went to korea plaza^_^