it's around the corner

huaaargh~ got plenty of works but lack of time before final.
brainstorm strikes again! =_=
absolutely have no idea wut to do for drawing..
any idea?
um, weird fishes?
er, deep sea fishes?
creature?
something to do with composition..
..oh, plus illusion :) love it^^
somekind like surrealism i guess..yep it is.
come on idea! get out from this head!!!

ouh~ you know wut?
i was forced to do a magic show for the fine arts dinner next week..
waaaaargh i dunno!
i was retired from all this a long time ago DX..
suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks!

for watercolor class,
lec asked us to draw anything that we like..
i decided to draw uruha and reita~ wohohohoXD
but the previous works are still not done yet..-_-

i've been asking this question a million times to myself: how to cater/cheer up somebody?
i'm not really good in sosial life..
i dont know how to talk to people! DX

i'm home now.

too much things happened this month.
i've done the most evil thing in my life.
sure u dont wanna know that.
but suits him :)
but still feel guilty bout that..my apologee

this week was the tough.
too many work undone! DX
really pissed me off!
and financial problem too..

they reborn my lazyness..

still life that was not done yet

new assignment ( animal)

about final project.
still thinking bout idea.
i dunno..
maybe there's a lake in the middle, with high wave,
um..no, folded sea just like salvador? XD he's brilliant..^^
erm..ugh, molla -_-
friends,
i dun really mix with them so much.
i feel awkward.
i dunno..maybe they're too good for me..

the clumsy dieaay

woke up =_=..
at 12noon..
6 missed called from fellas..
i was invited in an outgoin'..
to JJ..
i was afraid that i'd break their heart..

but most frightened to break mother's heart..
bcoz works still waiting their turn..
but my bad~
i posponed them >:)
i obey my comfort..
hehe..
they celebrating my birthday along with L and wawa's bday..
adverse..wo0o0oh
btw, thanks fer the cake! TT^TT
i know there's something good behind all this..
bye bye :)

dunno..

country shocked..
it's me now.
it's strange as i went home.
i'm not interested in many things now..
...
end...
ugh, crapp DX

.....

yeap,
second week is around the corner,
i bought all the lecturer's ask for,
but dunno wut to do with all that,
will see it later in class,
sure fascinating,
gotta save money,
5rm per day,hehe:B
got money crysis recently,
still thinking bout rugby, @_@'
wear short or trekk?
continue for taekwondo?
but sure use alot of money,
i want to buy an elec. guitar :/
gotta save money,
but impossible XD
dun hve lappy yet, TT^TT
mom didn't allowed to buy yet,
and,
..about that,
still waiting,
..although it's a daydreaming,
and waste of time.
crapp crapp crapp

....

sem 2 begins,
fer the first week,
attended classes,
just briefing,
and no task yet,
and introducing oneself,
they chose me fer being the class rep,
going to class alone,
coz i'm such a boring person,
i got rugby for cocuriculum,
well, it's sucks..-_-
but i'm trying,
fer the first time in my life playing rugby,
bottomline, still admiring someone..bluek.haha
but dunno wut to do about it anymore,
...it's no use,
...just a daydreaming.
got new friends in class,
i hate them coz they're good in drawing,
fer this sem,
and fer the first time,
i did mohawk,
i'm not sure whether it suits me,:/
some said it does and some said no,
i'm home now fer 3 days,
fer some reasons,
that's all,
hv a good day.