well, today i was having some good time with cousins.

we're having karaoke at night and i just let it all out! nahahaXD they were all surprised~ (proud)heheXD

but Diru surprised me with her feminine voice..hooooh! i felt somekind of different aura while on that time 0_o'

tomorrow gonna have some party!yosh~

it's a birthday boy~ no.. it's a girl~er..

naaah~ it's not important..-_- as long as i can fill my tummy with some cakes XD

wahahahahaXD (dun mad Wakla XD)

another thing is, i really feel that it is really impossible to achieve my dream actually..i just can't do anything and feelin' tired of figure it out..

it's a crapping..=_=' just dun ignore that^^

first paper

my english is getting worse recently..
it's about 3.33 am right now..ironic~XD
luckily not 666,
but 333 times 2 will be 666! myyyy~ -_-'
i'll having CTU paper at 9am..
but still haven't read a word..haha
watercolor..=_="
really pissed me off..
i have to assess tomorrow night..@.@
waaargh gimme a break! i wanna have a good time sleeping and eating and playing games and all stuff that makes me happy!DX
and one more thing,
i was being like another person who can't talk with other people..
i have a problem with my conversation X(
no idea..
byebye~

blabla

yesterday was actually the day..but..

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh..

stupid me..-_-'

i was like being someone else..

i can't say the words and it was too late..

i wish i could turn back time..

.....

just hate to make some good memories sometimes
hate to flashback
i just go with the flow now
i don't really care wut could happen next.
but there's a thing that i really concern about.
but i don't know how to solve it.
sometimes i just let the faith to solve it

it's around the corner

huaaargh~ got plenty of works but lack of time before final.
brainstorm strikes again! =_=
absolutely have no idea wut to do for drawing..
any idea?
um, weird fishes?
er, deep sea fishes?
creature?
something to do with composition..
..oh, plus illusion :) love it^^
somekind like surrealism i guess..yep it is.
come on idea! get out from this head!!!

ouh~ you know wut?
i was forced to do a magic show for the fine arts dinner next week..
waaaaargh i dunno!
i was retired from all this a long time ago DX..
suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks!

for watercolor class,
lec asked us to draw anything that we like..
i decided to draw uruha and reita~ wohohohoXD
but the previous works are still not done yet..-_-

i've been asking this question a million times to myself: how to cater/cheer up somebody?
i'm not really good in sosial life..
i dont know how to talk to people! DX

i'm home now.

too much things happened this month.
i've done the most evil thing in my life.
sure u dont wanna know that.
but suits him :)
but still feel guilty bout that..my apologee

this week was the tough.
too many work undone! DX
really pissed me off!
and financial problem too..

they reborn my lazyness..

still life that was not done yet

new assignment ( animal)

about final project.
still thinking bout idea.
i dunno..
maybe there's a lake in the middle, with high wave,
um..no, folded sea just like salvador? XD he's brilliant..^^
erm..ugh, molla -_-
friends,
i dun really mix with them so much.
i feel awkward.
i dunno..maybe they're too good for me..