lights go on again

the lights go on again..
keep on and on and on, on and on and on..
but clueless..
don't know whether i'm doing it right.

...

i guess i 'd made something terrible..
really terrible..
misunderstanding people..
haaaaaah~ i know this could happened..
because i am human..making mistakes damn much.

well, i hate headache.
which really pissed me off.
but i guess it's too late.
can't turn back time though..:\
i'll just accept it.

lesson: don't make a bad assumption about people

ottokaji??

korea night

i can't hold my breath

breath in breath out..
going to update about korea night soon..:)

('-^)b

continue or quit?
for me trying is the best..:)
don't care if i regret as long as i got what i like XD

PARASITE

Sometimes I feel like I was such a nonsense and fooling myself as I am trying hard to achieve something.

I thought that it is the right way but clearly not. Still,"it's useless", "u'll regreting".
I tried to figured out what's wrong but clueless.

I must stop it but don't know how. Never felt this way before. I feel like this feeling or 'thing' hitch-hiking and hard to unbind. Makes me NOT me. It's like venom's mucus. haha.

I have to unbind it.

I must not searching anymore. Just wait for His promise.
But you know what, sometimes crapping isn't that bad..:)