new hobby (not really)

recent days i have this obsession to learn magic.

actually i have stopped from practicing this hobby since in form five.

as i look back to some new trick or effect somewhere in website and youtube, i feel like wanting to explore back the world of illusion.

last month i spent about 160rm to buy some magic DVD and stuff. i know it was insane.haha

but i think it worth it for someone who really love the thing they do as their hobby. :)

just like other hobbies such trekking, people are willing to spent more than hundred bucks to buy trekking stuff.

i often got caught by my friends as i was accidentally ruined the effect and all the shame went back to me.

but i know, that is the process of learning. it makes me become more better. someday.

i will post some videos of me doing some magic tricks soon for you guys to judge. :D thankzs

crapp

lets crappin~
well tomorrow i decided to not submitting the artwork for shah alam competition..*applause :D
bcause i felt like i'm not happy with my work recently. :D

little story

meet Hana Tajima!

she's my dream girl now..
haha
i like a girl wearing hijab and stylish just like her :)
well, to be honest i'm going to find someone like her one day..
but actually it depend on the attitude..:B


my exam result..
alhamdulillah..
just add 0.01 from sem three result..:D

went to school

last night i watched the lovely bones..again..

i almost cry for the second time..haha

the story is so beautiful..

today me, haizat, nizam, and ezwa went to school as we know it was teacher's day..

so we went and met our ex-teachers to wish for teacher's day..:)

so happy to met them as i could flashback all the memories that fading away..

we were so happy to see Mrs Helen^^ we're chatting, gossiping, and making some jokes..really miss her..xD

then we met Miss Vasanthy, Pn. Azma, Pn.Lim, En. Anuar, En. Basha, Pn. Masliza, Pn. Syarifah niela..and went to library

this was the best part: in the library, we are pretending and asking for homeworks on each other somehow like we are still studying in the school..TT^TT

me: haizat, ko da siap addmath?haha..kelas ko matematik da chapter mne ek?

haizat: ouh..belum ouh..mate kelas aku bru chapter 8..ko naz?

me: yeke..ktorg bru chapter 7..haha..senang tak chapter 8?

haizat: okla..ko da siap nota bio? esok cigu nk check

me:alamak! lupelah! pinjam bku ko jela..hahaxD

at about 3pm we left the school happily and went to mamak and ate..

then we went to times square as nizam said he want to buy a formal uniform..

i can't stand it while walking when ezwa making jokes about nizam all the time! haha xD

i don't know what to do..

i dont EVEN said that..'ko tumpang kesenangan'..im really sorry if you think like that..i really dont know that you take it serious..
you're the one who asked me if you are 'tumpang kesenangan' from me... i just only can say yes while smiling like it's a joke bcos i cant even think properly in the middle of the road with crowded and watever..but SERIOUSLY i dont even think like that!

now i dont know what to do..
and what to say to make the situation come back to normal..
i'm afraid that you will say back about what happen and make it dull in other time..
haaaaaaah

one day in balai seni lukis melaka

1st, 2nd, and 3rd winner for IPTA/IPTS level :D

me and Tun Ghaffar Baba
media:acrylic on canvas
technique:scumbling+glazing

Hakim with Tun Datuk Seri Utama Syed Ahmad AI-Haj bin Syed Mahmud Shahabudin
media:charcoal on boxboard
technique: render, smudgy, reverse technique.

zaff with Tun Ghaffar Baba Jr :D
media:charcoal+acrylic on canvas
technique:reder, smudgy.

Alhamdulillah..
thanks to Allah, i won 1st place :D
it's my first painting display in Balai Seni Lukis Negeri Melaka! TT^TT
Thanks also to mom, dad and sis for keep supporting me till now..:D
and also friends!!! XD
thanks guys! :D
i didnt't expect to win in this competition at all and thank God.. feels like dreaming..
but it's still the beginning..i must work harder for next thing to come..

well then,..DSLR!! HERE I COME!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

that's all..thank you :)

use eyes.
lens are just a supporter.
reality is beauty,
but we believe in dreaming.
make it surreal.
everybody use,
but we tear yellow pages.
everybody throw rubbish, we make it dadais.
they capture green, and lively leaves,
but we paint dead, and fallen leaves.
spread some peanut butter on bread using spoon,
spread some oil paint on canvas using palet knife.
the spread sounds like putting peanut butter on burnt toast.
impasto.
like a baby as a sculptor. let's play some dirt.
messy.
we are bats. but sleep like cats. hard to wake like trolls.
brain is no pink, it's rainbow in color.
i have a friend, his name is turpentine.