('-^)b

continue or quit?
for me trying is the best..:)
don't care if i regret as long as i got what i like XD

PARASITE

Sometimes I feel like I was such a nonsense and fooling myself as I am trying hard to achieve something.

I thought that it is the right way but clearly not. Still,"it's useless", "u'll regreting".
I tried to figured out what's wrong but clueless.

I must stop it but don't know how. Never felt this way before. I feel like this feeling or 'thing' hitch-hiking and hard to unbind. Makes me NOT me. It's like venom's mucus. haha.

I have to unbind it.

I must not searching anymore. Just wait for His promise.
But you know what, sometimes crapping isn't that bad..:)

end of semester

the end of sem 3.
it's feels like it was yesterday since i arrived in UiTM.
too much things happened actually.
and i've learned too much from my own mistakes.
too much drama happened actually this semester.
i never thought that everybody were changed through this sem, including me..haha:D
i asked my friends about my character, and one of my friend said that i'm a touchy person..
i dont realize that at first, but sometimes i know it..
i'll take that as my imperfection..:) and try to prevent it next time..Promise!
i really love it when we did our works in foyier..
now i know why did lecturers told us to do works together in studio..
it's because we can fill our arts with joy and friendship,
instead of doing works in room alone..i can feel the art is empty
that's what we called, memoirs..:)
i remembered when we were making our finals in base floor at tuah..we slept there! on the floor! ahahahahaha!
i felt like i'm not a human at that time but a zombie!XD
But thank God for all this..really grateful..

the harrasment of arts

second project for paining

Lilo's final painting

my space..haha

working at Tuah..it's like a place for zombies

My woodcarving

Final drawing

Final painting..Thanks to someone as she gave her touch to this painting! ^^

En Rasfan is giving marks

meet my idol, Pn Aisyah! I adore her. She's Professional

Final drawing

Final printmaking

Lilo+sculpture+painting=my bestest roomate and classmate..:)
he helped me so much



the entertainer + my dance partner..haha:D
he 'coloured' our class..XD
even in time of depressed..without him, DADF3B is dead..haha
the most entertained person in class goes to...EZWA! :D

during the submission of drawing

After finished all the assessment..XD
from left, oyie, khai, me..
thank you Khai for being our class' rep.
You done really great for our class! :)

Final drawing and final sculpture

My house for the ext semester..ahaha! it nice!

well, that all..bye:)

trauma

it came back! the trauma..-___-
i made a very big mistake last 5 month..
yep, regreting~
i'm so sorry for one of my friend..
because of me, he cannot share his artwork through fb..
i wrote sumthing bad about his uncle's comments, which i dunno that was his uncle, and i really didn't mean it and i meant to delete it after i wrote it..
just to make joke to my friend..
just now he publish it back and i told him to hide it..WITH GUILTY
because i dun want my other friends to notice it..
lesson:
do not make something that you feel stupid, and you think you can hold it back..
think i've mention about this story earlier couple month ago..:)

whyaieaiyiy??

hey~ you know wut?
i'd be more grateful if i were your best friend..
they are so special..:)