expect

So, what will you do if what you expect didn't show up but what you didn't expect shown up instead?

learn from an answer

I remembered a question asked by part 3 student to a famous painter Yusoff Gajah last semester during his Art talk. "Apakah pengalaman pahit En. Yusoff Gajah sepanjang pengalaman encik dalam dunia seni?". "erm..takda rasanya. Minum air kopilah kot."

I really love his answer. Funny and accurate. In my point of view, he actually really love his job as a painter and every moment in his life was very precious even if there are some inflictions he face.

Crappy thought:

Do you know how to be strong? It is simple.Seek for your srength. 
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NO! Spot your weaknesses. 

just a thought.

Setiap hari aku belajar berMULUT MANIS.
well that's what i've been doing while i'm working as a promoter since first May.
i never talk in a way that actually persuade people to do or to buy what you want. Because i actually respect what people think they want. But of course i do that only when i'm working.  i am not such a pushy person. I guess so. i dont know actually. Because sometimes oneself cannot judge him/herself and that's really true. But then at least there are some acknowledgement from that, that i could apply when defending my art in the future.
It's quite okay there but you know, there is always some part seems fishy with the workers, and the manager, backstabbing, etc..but that's normal. everywhere is the same. no matter where you go. But i don't really like this kind of job so, i don't bother it much. In fact, i learned so much things that actually help me think wisely about some problems. and i know how to counter that. just zip off my mouth. that's, just it. :)

My main target is actually, get into art scene once again after i retire from working soon. I swear i'll cry if i touch my brush again. I just really miss the moment i do art. Because i just think that,that is what i was made to do. It's not wrong to sacrifice a lot of time to something that we actually don't want to do or like. as long we do it for our good. Just be patience and in the end, we WILL get the price. DOUBLED. Because for me patience is the great test.

Crappy thought:

On my way home this evening i was suddenly imagined about Superman when he picked his nose. What will happen if he flick his nose wax to a big house?

Ask yourself

Do you know why the world is now full of absurdity? Because the world now lost it's beauty. Losing sense of beauty is what human now. meanwhile appetite is ruling. People now only concerned about functions, benefits, attentions and that are actually kill the beauty. most people now wanting to survive with something that give them function, fulfilled their appetite and then finally creates the fake beauty.

Want to know what i think?

brain games.

weird dream again. the dream happened in my house. it was some sort of game or something. There was an MC, and also participants. i don't remember all the participants but what i remember was me and my mom was a team. there was a jar, inside was some sand and filled with water on top of it. hidden in the sand there was either money or a ticket;something to do with paper that valuable that was folded. the game is, we have to search the 'paper' that was hidden in the sand. but the thing is, the water on top was filled with a bunch of maggots and also some rotten food that stinking. hmm, there must be something about that.

first day in watsons. well, it's quite boring actually. because i don't like the job. i miss Lendu. some of the songs in the place remind me about Lendu. i really miss making art with my friends.