yesterday and today

yesterday
we went to tanjung bidara last evening. :D
wat a nice day.
i will never forget the moment.:)


today
i went to tampin to buy canvas with akim and ezwa.
i drove a rent car.

we were preparing an orchestra for tunas ilham at about 4 pm.
we were asked to bring along our own instruments to have a practice.
about 10 o'clock, me and akim went to studio and prepared the canvas for the Open Johor.

day before yesterday
fatah told me that his car's break didn't working.
he was nearly in accident.
i was so worry -_-
i'm glad there is nothing happen to him.

recently
i love to eat and sleep



present
okay.
first, sorry mom, i think i can't get dean list for this semester.
i know you really expect something more from me.
this is because there were too much conflicts this sem.
with classmates, and also lecturers.
there are also conflicts among the lecturers that i think affects the students.
and also because of my attitude this sem.
i realize it's my fault too. :D

i miss you ma and pa.

dream dream dream

last thursday i dream about me fell down my school building after chased by a zombie..
i saw my own body covered with blood on the floor and i was shocked..
But then i just accept that i'm dead..
i'm a ghost that time..
I went to grandma house to see if there is someone could help me..
in the house, i saw Abg Ali, Ait and apis chatting..
Abg Ali saw me and he ask me why did i came back..
But the other can't see me..
They already knew that i'm dead..
Then they solawat and gave Al-fatihah to me and i was thanking them..
But in the meantime, i felt peace..
suddenly, my aunty came from her room and ask Abg Ali as who was he talking with..
he told her that he is talking to me..
My aunty can't see me and she just send her regard through abg ali..

The moment that i felt really sad is when i saw my parents came to grandma house..
I met my mom and i greet her..
i handshake and kiss her hand, her cheek and hug her as she knew that i am there..
i asked about her health and she replied that she's good..
she asked me to lean on her shoulder..
i cried..
i cried on her shoulder while saying "nak mama.." hahaXD
she pleased me by tapping my shoulder while i'm crying..

but then i woke up and saw that Ezwa's lappy is playing 'Sleep Away by Bob Acri'..
The song was actually penetrates my dream..

Thank you

i'm very glad that you told me the truth that day. :)

I know it's hard for you and me.

I understand.

I respect your decision.

It doesn't matter as long we are still friends ^^

!

nope. it's not the end. i must find the way out :D

not so my luck

i thought it was the biginning, but it was the end.

i am always end up like this..-_-

bodohnya saya.

haaaaaaaaah