just a thought.

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well that's what i've been doing while i'm working as a promoter since first May.
i never talk in a way that actually persuade people to do or to buy what you want. Because i actually respect what people think they want. But of course i do that only when i'm working.  i am not such a pushy person. I guess so. i dont know actually. Because sometimes oneself cannot judge him/herself and that's really true. But then at least there are some acknowledgement from that, that i could apply when defending my art in the future.
It's quite okay there but you know, there is always some part seems fishy with the workers, and the manager, backstabbing, etc..but that's normal. everywhere is the same. no matter where you go. But i don't really like this kind of job so, i don't bother it much. In fact, i learned so much things that actually help me think wisely about some problems. and i know how to counter that. just zip off my mouth. that's, just it. :)

My main target is actually, get into art scene once again after i retire from working soon. I swear i'll cry if i touch my brush again. I just really miss the moment i do art. Because i just think that,that is what i was made to do. It's not wrong to sacrifice a lot of time to something that we actually don't want to do or like. as long we do it for our good. Just be patience and in the end, we WILL get the price. DOUBLED. Because for me patience is the great test.

Crappy thought:

On my way home this evening i was suddenly imagined about Superman when he picked his nose. What will happen if he flick his nose wax to a big house?